@a former tsarina:

I've been struggling with the decision on whether or not to start taking anti-depressants. I don't like my depression all that much. What I do like, (and this is odd for most people to understand) is my anxiety. I love it 99.5% of the time. It motivates me. It gives me the grades I want which is my only real self-esteem booster. I literally equate myself with my GPA.

I know it's possible or really likely that I'll lose the edge of my anxiety if I start taking anti-depressants. I dunno. This terrifies me and makes me not want to take them. On the other hand, I don't want to be so depressed anymore, especially during the semester. -_-

Any advice?

Am I finally back on my old account? GASP

Mental health stuff in the reply. It's basically a cool story bro.

@Anonymous: It's been 2 months, anon. I know that seems like a long time, but things can change easily...especially when it comes to sex stuff.

I know you're feeling all those things because you can't maje him come, but listen to what HE'S saying - it's the best sex he's had. Try to focus on that. I know we as a society tend to get caught up in the 'end goal' sometimes, but you can obviously really enjoy the experience without orgasming. I speak as someone who can't come often, if at all.

@la peagoise: That seems odd. Engineering classes should work better as recommendations for ENGINEERING students.

@NatashaMcG: I'll figure it out! I'm going to be so mad if I have to waste 3-4 hours every day just sitting on the train.

@Cunegonde - Elite Squad: Slow Member: Yup! I had to get a booster before I went to go live in the dorms last year even though I had been previously vaccinated.

@milk&honey: I think it will be, the only problem I have is the timing of it. It's every Tuesday from 5.30pm to 8.10. And before that I have 2 other classes that start at 11.30am. So my commute + two classes + spare time inbetween means that I'll probably be grumpy before I even get to class. And I don't wanna be grumpy for that class!

@milk&honey: I just bought 7 books on my Feminist Thought class next semester on Amazon. They weren't too expensive, especially not compared to my maths book ($120???!?).

Maybe I'm being a cheapskate, but books in college are fucking expensive.

@UnpleasantBug : Thanks!

@UnpleasantBug : I've recently acquired motion-sickness, so I'm hoping I can figure a way to combat it (if that's even possible?) otherwise it'll be a miserable 3-4 hours.