@Meganquita: Whoa, I just realized that your should decorate your cap with GO COCKS. Your mom will love it.
This has been all over my newsfeed: [vimeo.com]
I watched it, kinda laughed, felt sick, started crying, had the usual violent fantasies, started feeling more worthless and isolated than I was anyway, wanted to hurt myself, wanted to pull his teeth out with a wrench, rinse, repeat. People seem to think I shouldn't be affected this much by now. And that voice, that narcissism, and all those lies about not feeling anything and having an attraction to danger...ugh, I actually started punching myself.
Thinking about him sometimes makes me proud of my former self harm (what a lame phrase, self harm) just because he hated it and whined about it so much.
*incoherent screeching sounds*
This is how I feel in gif form. #NSFW for you squeamish weirdos.