@Meganquita: Whoa, I just realized that your should decorate your cap with GO COCKS. Your mom will love it.

@SevenSixOne:

@Anonymous: Djesus Christ, GTFO. It's completely fine to be honest and say "this isn't ok." If someone can't respect that, they aren't worth your time. It's not cool or his place to question your sincerity and motivations.

Do not pass go. You can(not)advance. #gif

This has been all over my newsfeed: [vimeo.com]

I watched it, kinda laughed, felt sick, started crying, had the usual violent fantasies, started feeling more worthless and isolated than I was anyway, wanted to hurt myself, wanted to pull his teeth out with a wrench, rinse, repeat. People seem to think I shouldn't be affected this much by now. And that voice, that narcissism, and all those lies about not feeling anything and having an attraction to danger...ugh, I actually started punching myself.

Thinking about him sometimes makes me proud of my former self harm (what a lame phrase, self harm) just because he hated it and whined about it so much.

*incoherent screeching sounds*

This is how I feel in gif form. #NSFW for you squeamish weirdos.

@Sabriel: I'm going to have to disagree. I think black shoes would look more than fine. But then again I wear black and navy together most days.

@Untamable_Kate: #gif eyyup, that is when I miscalculate the cost-benefit of being honest and screw myself over, haha

@Sabriel: Your misuse of it may merit it.

@milk&honey: Oh man, we're forming a regular Vyvanse club here.

@StarHen: Fighting with angels you say?

@Breebit: Heh, that's kind of gross, but not in the way I like.